love fools

love unfailing, overtaking my heart
you take me in,
fear is lost in you are

and i would give the world to tell your story
cause i know that you've called me
i know that you've called me

i lost my self for good within your promise
i won't hide it
i won't hide it

Jesus i believe in you
and i would go
to the ends of the earth
to the ends of the earth
for you alone, are the Son of God
and all the world will see
that you are God
you are God

mann..this song is been inspiring me maybe for this last 7 months. my favorite line is "I WOULD GIVE THE WORLD TO TELL YOUR STORY, CAUSE I KNOW THAT YOU'VE CALLED ME..I LOST MY SELF FOR GOOD WITHIN YOUR PROMISE, I WON'T HIDE IT, I WON'T HIDE IT.."

giving up my own world is not always easy, losing my own self is not always easy.. surrendering my future, my school, my family, my relationship, my will, my all..
its a violent! kingdom of God suffers violent and the violent take it by force. *oh i love that line, thanks god for misty edwards.
but i don't care! i wanna lay it all down before him. Can you imagine an uncreated super mighty crazy God longing to give a jerk like me a big destiny, a big calling to reach out the whole planet for Him? man, its gonna be so dumb if i still stubborn and just doing my life by my own way, by my own will..
i wanna lay every single small details of my life! i wanna die deep into the love of God. i wanna be equally yoke to him. i wanna love him like crazy. i wanna fix my eyes on him. i wanna be a foolish lover of him.

i know it will not be that easy, but Jesus said somewhere at matthew or luke "put my yoke on you, because my yoke is not heavy, and your burden is light".
i believe he will help me to lay it all down before him. he will bless me with a foolishness to believe every little crazy things he said to me, even when i'm in the dark night, with storm and raging sea.
He is unshakable, his words endures forever.